TGI ?

The end of yet another weekend?? I don't even know what I did on my days off. Well, actually I do. I cleaned my bedroom a bit and did some laundry, but other than that, it was pretty quiet. I settled into bed early last night and spent some time going over the Writer's Digest books that I picked up. They're pretty informative and I looked at them a little more closely this time and even did some highlighting. I really want to be a freelance writer and I've got some websites marked down now, that I can go to and get some feedback. I also found an entire page in the back of the magazine where there are listings for freelance writers to submit writings for some of the Airline magazines. Doesn't look like they pay much but it would be a start and it's not the money I'm interested in. Heck, I would even write for free. I'd just love to see an article or story of mine in print! If anyone reads this, hopefully you'll send me some feedback if you know where I can start out. I hope to post more blogs and more consistently. I got a little sidetracked with work and such, but I don't want to stray from my blogging! A good writer wouldn't do that~

I feel somewhat cleansed?

I went to church yesterday for the first time in a long time. It felt good though. As always.
I always feel like it takes too much time out of my busy schedule to go, but in reality, it only really takes about an hour and afterwards, I'm always glad that I went. T took the baby and she was really good. She started to fuss after a long while but only because she was hungry. Other than that, it was a quiet mass. I want to start going on Saturdays from now on, I think it does us good to go and I think X really wants to continue it, as part of his 'big change'. It's quite a step for me because I have long since got away from the church AND my Faith. Two years ago, I started the classes for me to make my confirmation. My last sacrament but then I didn't go through with it and now I wish I had. Baby M is going to be Christened and normally I would have to have made all my sacraments but since the other God parent (the Godfather) has made all his, then I am fine. The church is only requiring one of the GodParents to have made all their sacraments. It's such political crap, even with a church. It's ridiculous really. Sheesh! I can imagine what it's going to be like if and when I ever decide to get married. Which will also be in a Catholic Church.
Ok, enough about all this religious stuff. I'm off to grocery shop and finish cleaning the house.

Can't believe I went two days with out putting anything new in here. Things have been hectic as usual. Work is hellish as ever, but as always it's paying the bills and giving me something to do for 8 hours a day.. haha
I've been on myspace and the internet trying to find some old friends from school and such. I've recently felt like I have this huge void in my life because I don't really have that many friends. Well I have friends and they're true friends who I've known all my life basically but I get depressed sometimes when I think of the ones I lost touch with or just chose not to keep in touch with. I know it takes two to keep in touch but I know that it was more my doing that we lost touch eventually. A lot changed after high school..back in 1994. I hope I end up reconnecting with some old friends or heck even make new ones. Who knows? I just don't like the void I feel like I have in my life. I wanted more I guess, way back then, but now I realize that I should have done more to retain the friendships I had and not take them for granted. Ugh, whatever. Hope I have some good news about my search ..in a later blog.